there's nothing like looking through albums of "when we were young" and laughing over faded pictures that have lost its colour wishing we could be what we used to be like. i think we all wonder what happened but there's no answer, really, it's just that we all grew up and more distant. i wish you just knew how much i love you forever and always, and if in any unfortunate case you are no longer physically present with me, you need to know that fill every corner of my heart and you are as lovely as you always were
x

life death life death life death i'm so sick of this same old cycle that haunts me every night i shut my eyes it's there it has always been there and i can't get rid of it. i don't want to ever lose you i'm scared if i do one day i might just forget these kept memories. but if i really had to i'd rather lose you knowing you'll still be here for me to spite with than lose you and forever you'll be gone
x

I would never love a man cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again

i heart laura marling
getting quite sick of xanga, contemplating livejournal
0002, what are you doing?